(From a letter by the Rebbe:) You write that you have taken a few years off from teaching to come to an understanding of "what it is all about."
Tell me, once you have determined an answer to your question, what will you do then? And in the meantime, just who and how many have benefited from all your searching?
Go back to teaching and change a few students' lives.
A Small Candle Reb Shabse arranged with the caretaker that when Yisrolik came to study at night, he should give him one small candle, which should burn not more than one hour